I know that there are a lot of people right this very minute that are hurting for a variety of reasons. Some people have seemingly unbearable problems, burdens that make me ashamed to sulk about the small stuff. But some of them are people just like me who should be fine, they're living in the sweet spot, just cruising through life. There is no illness at the moment, there is no major problem, no issues of real note, but there is a hurt, a pain that comes from the small arrows that have apparently never been addressed over the years and the resulting confusion whirling around the "why am I feeling like this" question.
There are just things that come to the surface when I least expect it and sweep my legs out from under me. After I recover from the surprise, I get to my knees and lay them before the throne. Through the tears, I try to hand them to the one who offers healing and security. It's a scary feeling to let go of those things but it's a necessary release. There isn't a lot of inspiration in this writing, just truth. I'm sorry that I can't explain it any better than that but those of you who have pain...of any kind...understand.
Lately, in dealing with some things, I have been hearing what I believe is a still voice from God that keeps saying "trust me". I don't know what that means except to know that He offers something calm and peaceful, something greater than I can imagine, something I don't understand but desperately need. Does that take away the stings of today? Right at the moment, it does not, but then maybe it is not supposed to. I am thinking it may be a calm in the storm, a hand extended from heaven to hold while I wait, the comfort I need to get through the darkness unafraid until the sun shines on me again....and it will.
Now, here is good news for those of us who are more vulnerable to our hurts and fears at night.
The Son is always shining on us, even in the dark.